You want more of it. You envy those who appear to possess more than you do. You hope that if you stare at inspirational photos long enough, that of others will seep through your skin and embody you whole.
You curse yourself as you fall for temptation, as you’re lured away from work by procrastination, as you’re once more a victim of your addictions.
This is the last time, you say. I’ll try harder tomorrow, you promise to yourself. Again.
But it just doesn’t work that way.Read More →